today is sucha sai day. okie lah, it was smooth sailing till after de dr william tan's tok.

btw, tt was v inspirational. haha...pei fu him. if it were me, i doubt i will haf de preseverance to come so far..*ou xiang*

dreams begin with a desire...a goal..haha. SIA! haha...i'm dreaming...

yea. lets start with de good things bah...

in bus stats class, ced said " wah sai, if u dun get full marks, u die liao"
n haha...i'm alive.

n tink during tut, nini v irritated by us...haha. me n yan were laming throughout the lesson. haha...

"if 20% of the class score below u, is tt good or bad?"
"good" (me n yan) *turns to stare at bian*

"on the table, where can u find 0.45?"
"there" *takes pen n point at some dunno where on de screen*

yea. we r retarded okie? oops, retardation in action. haha...which reminds me of today de psycho lec..learnt abt intelligence..

intelligence is both nature (genetic) and nurtured (environment factors). haha...so means my parents r act rather smart bah, if they haf a chance in education. haha...den why do i see red on my papa's report book? hahaha...

"cuz de skool too poor to buy black pen/ cuz black pen no ink"

haha...funnie ah?

ahem, n after lunch, we were supposed to do pom. haha...miracles~ haha...luckily we booked a room...*told u* haha...if not P (chase out of lib) = 0.999 hahaha...

ended up improving on part of de draft n lameing ard...taking videos n helping to advertise for NEWater. haha...n all kinda sai.

after tt went for de dr william tan's tok n from there, things went downhill...

b4 de tok, sms hl ask her if she at de tok anot...din reply. at 5+, sms her again, still no ans. going to be late for cya liao..den after tok, called her. somehow she no connection or she hang my phone lah...

n i m supa duper pissed by her lah. bian say when this happens = she is v busy. HELLO?!?! if u r busy, den still have de time to hang my phone? oh wow. wouldn't it take de same effort to press "accept" and ans? a few secs oso cannot spare ah?

den i'd suggest u throw ur phone away...or give it to someone who needs it more bah...

n then got seal pts, need to tap card...i dig into my wallet n tada! de IC is gone...wad crap? n is like 5.45 pm le lah...late for cya le...called home n mama say no ic on de table or anywhere lah...

stupid shitty sai. den rushed all de way home n turn de whole place upside down...n tada de toot ic is rotting in another bag lah...all cuz of tt rain de previous time i went cya..haha...den need to bring umbrella, so carry big bag. sai lah...

n by tt time its like 6.20pm le. totally ultraly late le lah...n no replacement. ha! conclusion: i got no fwens...

call them, no ans...sms no reply. haha...wad nice fwens i haf...yea, esp my best fwen. later to know tt yan got cds, bian is sick...wadeva man...

then lala...n sian sian, so thot to transfer de calender de sai from de old one to new de...n tada! all is gone! disappear. zilch. no more. zero. nil. n there goes all de bday of fwens n wadeva sai le lah...

so no thx to nini.

n then see see de phone...n tada! after millions of times i tell him to lock keypad..."got, i got lock in skool" HELLO?!?! den y still got call all those weird weird numbers?

sometimes, i really feel/wish tt phone is less sentimental to me...fewer emotions...fewer memories...den it will be easier to let go...right? sometimes i juz feel like keeping de phone in a box n dun gif nini. or maybe i shld juz let them cut off de line n keep de phone. haha...

this is juz so crap lah...yea, i'd hurt their feelings...i was greedy...but i'd never asked for tt. i appreciate their buying it for me. after all it was like a dream come true. when ooi was so happie to insist tt it was from hippo. hahaha...n de pouch from bee. tt was de nicest/best gift...

den now, like everywhere i see, got someone using tt phone de lah. have i made a wrong decision?

i like my new one. but i juz dun like to let another use my old de - de precious gift from BOSS.

ah i noe...get a new one for nini...ha! but tt's so unfair lah...i only got a toot phone at 17. haha...retarded eh? n now he is nt even 15 lah...crappy sai. n to tink tt i was looked down upon w/o a phone. ha! yea, what a painful past. haha...

haiz...this is juz so crap..n now since i dun haf all de bdays le, so no present le woh...so sadddd...haha...

y is it so hard to let go?

& THIS IS MY LIFE...

It's gonna be another day with the sunshine...
그대가 나를 아름답게 하네요.
나를 안아줄래요, 사랑한다고 말해 줄께요.

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