reality is cruel.

when u wan something, it juz seems to drift further from you. and worst when u see an opportunity presents itself, n u cannot grab it.

toking to bian will gif u a special feeling. it makes u wanna find a wall to bang. but now, i tink wun be looking for walls so freq le bah..will this be de end of de story of meh n zhu?

to bian: plz understand de difference between 'dun wan' n 'cannot'. is not i dun wan go de raffles hotel thing, but i cannot go.

1st my lessons end at 4.
2nd i got cya.
3rd my lessons starts at 8 on thurs.

enough said.

n from de above, i tink u got a glimpse of how my timetable feels like ah? yea. earliest start 8am. latest start 10am. earliest end 3pm. latest end 6pm (3 toot days).

yea. my hope of part timing flew off le. n seems like i wun see much of Mr M nowadays too. life's so sad.

n seeing less of bian n yan..sux man. but luckily i same class as qian lin! n crystal..n my best friend's best friend. no, i'm nt refering to myself, but someone else. so toot man. but only certain classes with her. n poor yan got my best fwen. haha...

so yea. life's really sad.

on de other hand, some pple fri = self proclaimed hol lah. 4 day week lah. talk abt unfairness. y htm all sems so hiong de? shld haf gone to tt calvin's course lah..n those ex-BSG de pple de oso v slack lor..like zq n joy. bleahx.

jealous i so am.

somehow, de free entrance n discounts in sentosa means nothing now. i would gladly give tt up for a less busy timetable. haha..any takers? can i nt go sentosa leh?

even de weather was sad for us. after i see my timetable, it rained! n so heavily. ah, we were sad.

after rain stop, went pp with zq, her mama n sis. yea. supposed to shop for her slippers..in de end i saw a lot tt i like. but like i said, i din see much of Mr M nowadays..so cannot buy lah..toot man..

n her mama de chi is oh-so-pro man. haha..taiwanese right? haha...no wonder zq de chi oso so pro lah..bleahx..

"pp is like our kitchen" said mama liao. haha...so hip man. n i like so long din go pp lah, din noe john little change to so many hip shops le..haha...n not to mention my mama who seldom go pp de..haha...

yea. de suakoos of mp.

n mama liao is so kind man..she treated us to scoopz!~!~ i simply love pple who gif me food. hahaha!

den went 2yi hse..return de jacket n eat dinner. haha. i love my 2yi n her family man. haha...they gif me food~ lotsa it to boot. haha...den played with my lil nephews..they turned so violent le lah...but still so cute..

esp yanzu~ hahaha! half de time nobody noes what he is toking abt...haha! n he say de most toot things lah...hahaha...innocence of de young. haha...

but gif them a few more yr, they wun be so innocent anymore. will they still be as cute?

haiz, de cruelty of reality.

reality is really v v v cruel lah. or maybe to me.

new discovery today: even when i wear de highest of heels, i m still shorter than zq.

i shld juz sit somewhere n rot bah...cuz all walls had been banged. n had tiao lou-ed aplenty of times. ahh...

isn't reality cruel? isn't life sad?

life is so unfair!

& THIS IS MY LIFE...

It's gonna be another day with the sunshine...
그대가 나를 아름답게 하네요.
나를 안아줄래요, 사랑한다고 말해 줄께요.

- Jang N
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