i so agree with maslow. lower level needs are satisfied before moving on to higher level needs. yea...
where is my social and belongingness need? haha. no wonder it is like "so what if i am a dhl?" no wonder it dun feel good tt i am a dhl. yea, who cares abt esteem needs liao?
isn't it like some old miracle? i went, and in the auditorium of 300+ pple, none of them are my close fwens. n those from htm, none are from my class. it is def such a sai feeling sia.
oso, u went in, and realised that there are many people before you. position drop. and those pple climbed so fast. so scary. its is like those people whom i went with last yr, were all out this yr. *&^^%$*&(*
and when u see de familiar envelopes with yellow ribbon on the table, you noe tt u had made a wrong decision to come. curse de person who told me tt i am getting de cert instead of de letter. &^$#*&Y^(*)*!!
and even more wonderful is that the program is exactly de same as last yrs. even de videos are de same. haha. one on tas, one on tp. de food is de same. even de emcee is de same. de only thing tt is different is my seat and de pple sitting ard me, which are empty seats.
but the worst thing is...i skipped korean for it, which i had paid $$ for and am looking forward to it de lor. oh gosh, y am i so stpid to go for de kuku ceremony? my fwens r not there, my parents nt gg, so, y did i go? but luckily i din cab down. haha. oh, i was 45 mins late. haha, shld haf gone back to zzz and went for korean.
i so so so so regret skipping korean! n bian is oso lonely there...i'm oso lonely. we r so loners!!! n bian say cher tok a lot abt travelling in korea, de dos n donts. i soooo wanna heard lah! ahhhh!!
n dear fwens, plz study hard this yr, i dun wan to sit alone again on graduation...
external LOC - stupid person told me tt is give out cert so i went... internal LOC - i am so stupid to believe tt person...
and off all pple, our fave ob tutor is de one who read outs de name...n ben "feels like ob tut". hahahahahaha!
& THIS IS MY LIFE...
.WELCOME.
It's gonna be another day with the sunshine...
그대가 나를 아름답게 하네요.
나를 안아줄래요, 사랑한다고 말해 줄께요.
[x] watch sunrise
[x] laptop [x] digital camera
[x] job - $$$ *ka-ching* [x] strappy heels
[x] straight hair. haha...
[x] maintain GPA (haha!)
[x] travel out of asia.
[x] go overseas with boss
[x] cruise with bian~ wahaha!
[x] master kor~ topik~
[x] ceo of ___
[x] find the gold at the other side of the rainbow